I've let go of a lot of anger since my last post, mostly because of the funeral. After seeing how loved and how happy Mike was, it feels good to know he was so happy in his life. He honestly had found his place and his purpose in life, which a lot of people don't ever find. And he had more love than I can describe. Hearing the people from his church talk also has me, once again, questioning my beliefs on God. I honestly don't feel like Mike is gone, and I think it's comforting to believe I will see him again and that his death, while painful for us, is a very glorious thing for him. And I can buy that, so I am starting to believe in God, and I know Mike would love that.
I am going to miss him SO much. Thanksgiving, Christmas and other family events will never be the same without him, but I do believe he is happy.
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